Deirdre Geraghty

I woke up thinking about my ex husband who died unexpectedly recently. I had been so very much in love and it had gone so badly wrong that I would never trust the possibility of putting myself in that situation again and I had meant the vows that I had said. There was also the fact that the meds that they have had me on since the age of 32 stops any sexual feelings as well. So l have spent the past forty years on my own apart, of course, from the company of my son when he was living here.